| Location | Bradford, West Yorkshire |
| Age | 11 days |
| Cause of Death | Rare Heart Condition |
| Date of Birth | 23/07/2007 |
| Date of Death | 03/08/2007 |
| Visitors | 5,610 since 22/08/2007 |
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Eleanor Michelle Robinson
23rd July 2007 - 3rd August 2007
Aged Just 11 Days
Passed away in Mummy and Daddys arms due to problem with her heart. (HLHS)
You came to us on 23rd July weighing 8lb 2oz you were so perfect and so beautiful, my labour was so easy, i couldnt believe my luck, in hospital at 2.45am and our little princess arrived at 4.18am. We were so proud everyone adored you. our little girl we had longed for taken away just after 11 days of been here, them days we will treasure and the many photos we have of you our little princess. you are always in our thoughts.
She was a little fighter she held on until 3rd August, till i could get her to the doctors they rushed her into the resusitation room, put her on oxygen and phoned for an ambulance, the journey to the B.R.I had never seemed as long when we got there they took us into the resusitation room, she was so cold and pale, they had her fastened up to all these different machines trying to find out what was wrong, she was lacking oxygen, so had to be kept on oxygen, and they put her under a heater to try and get her body temperature back to normal, the doctors listened to her heart and said that she had a murmer and could possibly be a hole in her heart,they did an x-ray and said it looked slightly larger than normal but they couldnt be sure until the docotor came and scanned her heart. It seemed like ages before he came, then finally he got here and scanned her.
They came and told us that the left side of her heart wasnt formed properly, but they was limited to what they could do there so we had to go to the L.G.I, we waited ages for the ambulance as they had to come in a specially adapted one, once the ambulance arrived and eleanor was swapped onto their bed and on oxygen etc, the doctor came and told us that eleanor was very very poorly, and may not even make the journey to leeds, we wasnt allowed in the ambulance with her so had to follow in our car, we couldnt get there quick enough and as usual traffic was bad.
All that was going through our minds was will our little girl make it there.
Finally we got to the LGI and went to the PICU, when we got there i looked and there she was, she had made it there our little fighter, as we walked in we was shown into a quiet room, and they went to get the doctor, i said to lee this doesnt sound good.
The Doctor came in and told us exactly what was wrong, she has Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome he said. and went on to explain what it meant the left side of the heart -- including the aorta, aortic valve, left ventricle and mitral valve -- is underdeveloped Blood returning from the lungs must flow through an opening in the wall between the atria. The right ventricle pumps the blood into the pulmonary artery and blood reaches the aorta through a patent ductus arteriosus.
The defect is not correctable, and childern with this condtion have to go through several operations, but the tiny little gap blook was getting thouugh, Eleanors was alot smaller than it should have been, so the doctor explained how he could try an operation that would make this opening bigger, he explained the risks and how she may not make it through, he them left me and my partner to decide what we wanted to do as it was 50/50.
We both discussed it and said we couldnt do nothing and when the doctor came back we told him we wanted to go ahead and try it, so he then went away to try. the room was so quiet and time seemed to be going really slow as we sat there waiting, finally he came back in.... it didn\'t work, the membrane they tried to stretch was too thick so when they stretched it, it just went back. he explained to us we had the option to send her down to birmingham, he had spoken to the consultant and there was a bed if we wanted to take her there, but as he went on because Eleanor was so weak there was only a 20% chance of survival, this was coming from a consultant that is world known for the operation involved, which would have been open heart surgery. and again there was no guarantee that she would make the journey to birmingham. there was a high chance that she could have been brain damaged through been without oxygen and could possibly have been blind, if we was to go through with it then she would need another operation at 5/6month old, and again was no guarantee that she wud be well enough for that.
So me and Lee both decided that we couldnot put our little girl through the trauma of traveling to birmingham, and going through open heart surgery with only a 20% chance of survival , and the consultant at brimimgham wasnt fully confident but sed he wud try.
So we decided that it was best to let her go peacefuly rather than having her suffer. we phoned tour parents so they could see her,m while we were waiting for them to come we stood holding her hand our poor little girl, the nurse came to us and asked us if we would like her baptised, to which we said yes. once our family came we had Eleanor baptised. once she had been baptised the doctor came and explained what would happen, and if we wanted to hold her, so we went and sat in the quiet room with our parents and waited while they took her of the life suport machines, the doctor gave her something to keep her heart beating while she came to us, both me and lee held her, and as we both held her together we could feel her little heart beat getting weaker, and weaker, the doctor come in a short while after and comfirmed it, our little girl was gone. She went peacefuly in our arms at 9:47pm, surrounded by her family. They took her away then, washed her and brought her back to us so we could say goodbye to her before we went home.
They did us some footprints and hand prints and gave us a lock of her hair to take home, a keepsake.
We should have been taking our daughter home, not a keepsake. the house felt so so empty, our little girl gone.
You meant the world to us and we will never forget you. your pictures are around to see, your little eyes smiling back at us. we are lost with out you Eleanor a part of us is missing and no matter how many brothers or sisters we have for you that part of us will always be missing.
We will always love you our little darling princess
Its clear that you were sent from above,
a tiny angel bringing so much love.
Our little princess Eleanor,
one whom we will always adore.
No matter when or in any place,
Your memory will bring a smile to our face.
The world is cruel and now your gone,
and though you werent with us very long.
You Brought much joy and happiness,
In Death we\'ll love you none the less.
Theres not a day that passes
that I don\'t sit and cry
and look to Heaven for a reason
but still I don\'t know why.
Couldn\'t she have waited
another year or two
until you were older
and i\'d had more time with you.
\'Forgive me Lord\' I then say
all these thoughts are wrong
there had to be a reason
and I know I must be strong.
You\'re in the arms of Jesus now
and I know that you\'ll be fine
but how I wish with all my heart
that those arms could be mine...
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merry christmas xx
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Stay close to all your loved ones ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ For its you they miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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copyright ~ Vicky Deaville 18/10/09
Eleanor
Every time we think of you
Lovely memories come to mind
Every picture that we look at too
Adds emotions of every kind
Never will we forget you
Or treasured memories so few
Rest in peace little angel
With love from us to you.Grandma and Grandad
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BIG HUGS ELEANOR
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ but in our hearts forever you will not be ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Belanger hugs and XXXX ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEANOR
**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ*THOSE WE LOVE **ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Eleanor
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEANOR
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love you take care big hugs to you
and your family that miss you ever
day more then words can say take
care bye for now love from me
Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger
Happy Birthday
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~•♥ ♥ ♥Gone from our sight, but never our memories. Gone from our touch, but never our hearts.Happy Angel/Birthday take care hugs love you bye for now hugs ~•♥ ♥ ♥
Sorry missed your birthday so sending my love now little one big hugs love you lots
In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Eleanor"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
Copyright of Winnie Lovett
My Precious Granddaughter - by Unknown Author
I have a little Granddaughter,
Who means the world to me
She's living with the Angels
And is as special as can be
And even though she's up there,
Playing in the clouds
She's still my precious Granddaughter
And I am so very proud.
I know I can not hold her,
Or bounce her on my knee
But only have to close my eyes,
Her little face to see.
I never will stop missing her
And wishing she were here
But sometimes I feel, indeed I know
That she is very near.
So play happily my precious Angel
I love you so and always will,
And you will never be forgotten
I am your Grandma still. XX
Happy 3rd Birthday princess
Happy 3rd Birthday, Eleanor, thinking of you every day, but today a little more as its 3years ago today you came into our lives. Wish i could hold you and give you a big birthday hug, but instead i hold a special place in my heart,with all those precious memories that will never fade. love and miss you so much princess, have fun with your angel friends.
love and kisses from grandma a. xxxxxxxx
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